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We coordinated carpools and school schedules. I had two children; Rachel had four. She was always exhausted, always juggling, always late—and always glowing with a kind of joy that made you believe she was exactly where she wanted to be.
“This is it,” she once said, standing in my kitchen with one baby on her hip and another clinging to her leg. “This is the part they don’t warn you about.”
“The love,” she said, smiling. “It just keeps multiplying.”
I believed her. I believed everything she showed me.
Everything changed after her fourth child, Rebecca, was born. The pregnancy had been rough—bed rest, complications, fear layered on fear. Then, barely a month after Becca came home, Rachel’s husband was killed in a car accident.
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