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Their father left three years ago.
Not with a fight or a goodbye—just a gradual disappearance. Fewer messages. Missed calls. Cancelled visits. Until one day, I noticed he hadn’t asked about the girls in weeks.
Now it’s just us.
I know which store has the lowest milk prices, which morning bread gets discounted, and how to stretch one pack of ground beef across three dinners.
I’ve learned how to fix clogged drains, flip breakers back on, and coax our ancient heater into working.
Some days, I feel strong and capable.
Other days, it feels like if one more thing breaks, I might just sink down onto the kitchen floor and stay there.
The only real cushion we have is the house.
It belonged to my grandparents.
It’s small, noisy, and the siding has seen better decades—but it’s paid off.
No mortgage is the reason we’re still afloat.
Two nights before Christmas, I was driving home after a late shift.
That bone-deep exhaustion had set in—the kind where your eyes sting and everything feels slightly unreal.
Soft Christmas music hummed through the radio while my brain ran through its tired checklist.
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