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I scheduled consultations during my lunch breaks at work.
Doctors spoke calmly about “options” and “minimal scarring” while I sat in their sterile offices and tried not to cry.
I told my friend, Amber, over coffee one afternoon.
“You’re really excited about this, huh?”
“I think I’ll feel lighter,” I said. “Like I won’t have to think about it anymore.”
“But you know you don’t need to do that, right?
I just mean,” she said gently, “I’ve never thought there was anything wrong with you. But if this is what you want, I’m with you.”
That was enough. I didn’t need her to understand completely.
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