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The paramedics came fast — too fast, really, because I hadn’t even finished begging her to stay.
They said “heart attack” like it was a full stop.
I kissed her forehead and waited for a miracle that never came.
She was gone before the next sunrise.
And all I could think was, “What if we’d had more money — would she still be here?”
People told me I didn’t have to go to graduation.
But she’d been saving for it all year. She’d taken extra shifts so I could get the purple honor cords.
She’d ironed my gown and set my shoes out by the door two weeks in advance.
So I went.
I wore the dress she picked for me. I pinned my hair the way she used to on Sundays. And I walked into that gym like my bones weren’t made of grief.
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