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You raised me without Mom. You worked two jobs and still read me stories and did my hair. I thought if I saw you with her, I’d realize how bad I am at this.”
My heart broke open.
“Oh, honey. No.”
She shook her head, tears coming again.
“You were perfect,” she said. “I am nothing like that.”
I actually laughed, a short, rough laugh.
“I was terrified every single day of your life,” I said.
She stared at me.
“No, you weren’t,” she said.
“You always knew what to do.”
“Your mom was the natural,” I said. “When she died, I was sure I’d ruin you. I burned dinners.
Forgot stuff. Lost my temper when I shouldn’t have. I was scared and tired and guessing half the time.”
She sniffed.
“But you stayed.”
“Exactly,” I said. “I wasn’t perfect. I just loved you enough to keep showing up.”
I reached out and brushed Rosie’s tiny fingers.
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