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If I was too small, too rough, too…janitor to fit into her new life.
I never told her that. I just cried sometimes, quietly, in the dark, and then got back up and went to work again.
After I finally calmed down, I handed Rosie back to Gillian and sat beside her.
She looked wrecked.
Hair shoved up in a messy bun. Dark circles under her eyes.
Cheeks streaked with dried tears.
“I’m so sorry,” she said suddenly. “I’m sorry I waited. I’m sorry I kept her from you.”
She started crying again.
I put my arm around her shoulders.
“Hey,” I said softly.
She shook her head hard.
“No,” she said. “You don’t understand.”
I tried to give her an easy out.
“I get it,” I said.
“I’m just a janitor. You’ve got a different kind of life now. I saw how Evan and his family looked at me.
You don’t have to risk all that just for me.”
Her head snapped toward me like I’d insulted her.
I blinked.
“Then why?” I asked.
“Why didn’t you call? Why didn’t you bring her?”
She looked down at the baby carrier on the floor.
Rosie shifted and made a tiny squeak.
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