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Low and serious. The sound of boys becoming men in the span of a single conversation. I sat alone in my living room, surrounded by the evidence of our life together—their school awards on the wall, family photos on every surface, the chaos of homework and sports equipment that somehow made the cramped space feel like home.
My phone buzzed. A text message. Rachel: the boys seemed upset when I dropped them off.
I stared at the message for a long time, feeling something cold and sharp crystallize in my chest. She wanted to talk. After 15 years of silence, after a legal battle that had cost me my last savings, after trying to steal the children I’d raised, she wanted to talk.
I typed back: Rosewood Cafe, 2 p.m. Then I set the phone aside and began planning what would be my daughter’s final lesson in consequences. The Rosewood Cafe had been Rachel’s favorite place when she was 16, back when she still called me mom instead of using my first name like a stranger.
I chose it deliberately, wanting her to remember who she used to be before greed calcified her heart into something unrecognizable. I arrived early, claiming the corner table where she used to do her homework while I worked the evening shift at the diner across the street. The irony wasn’t lost on me.
I’d spent her entire childhood juggling multiple jobs to provide for her, only to watch her abandon her own children the moment things became difficult. At exactly 2 p.m., Rachel walked in wearing a cream colored coat that probably cost more than I spent on groceries in 3 months. She’d always been beautiful, but there was something artificial about her now, like a photograph that had been retouched too many times.
Success suited her, I had to admit, even if it was built on the foundation of abandoning her responsibilities. “Mom,” she said, sliding into the seat across from me. The word sounded rehearsed, like she’d practiced it in the mirror.
“Rachel.” I kept my voice neutral, studying her face. At 38, she still looked young, but there were lines around her eyes that makeup couldn’t quite hide. Guilt, perhaps.
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