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With great effort, he knelt beside me, reached out, and stroked one of the kittens with his index finger.
“She really did have the biggest heart,” he whispered.
Somehow.”
We kept them all. The mother cat was calm and affectionate, and her kittens grew stronger every day. Baxter watched over them as if it were his full-time job.
And me?
I found a reason to get up every morning. To feed them, clean their space, to hold them, and to cradle them the way Lily used to cradle her dolls, singing lullabies she made up on the spot.
A few nights later, I walked into Lily’s room for the first time without holding my breath. I picked up the half-finished bracelet she had been making for me and tied it around my wrist, even though it barely fit.
I sat at her desk. I opened her sunflower sketchbook.
And I smiled.
Every tiny heartbeat in that basket downstairs reminded me of her. It was like a whisper from Lily herself.
I sat by the window that night with the yellow sweater in my lap and whispered, “I’ll take care of them, baby. Just like you did.”
Baxter came and rested his head on my feet, and the mother cat purred louder than her babies nestled in close.
That was the first night I slept without nightmares.
And in the morning, when the sun poured through the windows, and the kittens stirred, it felt — for just a moment — like Lily was still here. Not in a ghostly, sorrowful way, but in the quiet kindness she had left behind.
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