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“The child of a failure is also a failure,” my mother shouted.
Her voice echoed through the recovery ward. Conversations stopped. Nurses froze mid-step. The woman in the bed beside mine gasped.
“This one certainly qualifies.”
My sister zoomed in with her phone. “At least now everyone knows the truth. No point pretending this is a happy occasion.”
My daughter began to cry, startled by the shouting. I turned my body away, my arms aching from labor as I held her closer.
That’s when my father grabbed my forearm.
His fingers dug into the flesh just above my wrist, twisting until pain shot up to my shoulder. I had just given birth. My body was weak, my coordination gone. He knew exactly how vulnerable I was.
“Leave them on,” he hissed. “She needs to know her place from day one.”
“Let go of me,” I begged, trying to pull away, but my strength was gone. The epidural had worn off, replaced by a deep, relentless soreness.
My mother stepped forward and slapped me across the face.
“You don’t get to decide anything,” she said, raising her hand again. “You lost that right when you became such a disappointment.”
My brother snatched my daughter from my arms while I was disoriented.
I reached for her, panic flooding me, but my father still held my wrist in a crushing grip. My brother laid my baby on the hospital bed and stripped off the simple white onesie the nurses had put on her.
“Stop, please,” I begged.
He ignored me.
He dressed my newborn in those clothes while my sister filmed every second.
My daughter screamed, her tiny fists thrashing helplessly. She was cold, confused, terrified. Every instinct in my body screamed to protect her, to pull her close, but I couldn’t break free from my father’s grip.
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