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I thought about every time I’d said, “I’m an orphan,” to explain myself to new friends.
Every time I’d wondered if they’d be proud of me.
She chose me.
There was one last part.
Everything in that folder is yours, she wrote. The house. The accounts.
Use them. Go to school. Get away if you want.
Build something that belongs to you.
If they ever contact you, remember: you do not owe them explanations, forgiveness, or a cent.
You owe yourself everything.
You do not owe me forgiveness either. I lied to you. I’d do it again.
But I hope that one day, when you are standing in a place that feels like yours—a stage, a classroom, a tiny apartment—you will feel me at your back and know this:
You were never an orphan.
You were mine.
All my love, Grandma
I lowered the letter to the table and just sat there, shaking.
Nobody answered.
The clock ticked.
My whole life rearranged itself inside my skull.
Seventeen years later, I stood in a cramped dressing room, staring at my reflection under harsh lights.
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