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She held a cold washcloth to my forehead when I felt like I was burning up. She didn’t leave my side once, not even to get coffee.
Every time I cried (and I cried a lot), she wiped my tears and whispered, “You’re doing beautifully. I’m so proud of you.”
“You’ve got this,” she said.
“My grandson’s almost here.”
And then he was born. Tiny and pink and screaming, his little fists waving in the air like he was already fighting the world. The nurse placed him on my chest, and I started sobbing so badly I could barely see him through my tears.
Janet was crying too, her hand on my shoulder.
“He’s perfect, Cindy. He’s absolutely perfect.”
I looked down at my son and felt an overwhelming wave of love so fierce it almost scared me. And right behind it came the anger.
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