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Thirty years of separation reduced to a few lines of text. Fletcher had locked himself in his study after we returned from the gala. I could hear him on the phone with his business partners, his voice rising and falling in desperate explanations.
The walls in our house were thick. But not thick enough to muffle his panic. Everything had been riding on tonight’s meeting.
But how do you explain that you married one man while still desperately in love with another? How do you admit that 25 years of marriage has been built on the foundation of a broken heart? I pulled out the small wooden jewelry box I kept hidden in the back of my closet beneath winter sweaters Fletcher never noticed.
My fingers found the familiar weight of the emerald ring Julian had given me when we were 22 and believed in forever. I had never returned it. Though I told myself for years that I would find a way to get it back to him.
The truth was simpler and more painful. It was the only piece of our love story I had been allowed to keep. The ring caught the lamplight, throwing tiny green reflections across my palm.
Julian’s grandmother’s ring—passed down through four generations of Blackwood women. He had been so nervous when he proposed. His hands shaking as he slipped it onto my finger beside the campus lake.
“It’s been waiting for the right woman,” he had said that night, his dark eyes serious and full of love. “It’s been waiting for you.”
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