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Nothing about this made sense.
Alan only shook his head. “Susan gave no explanation. Only the instruction that the adoption must be finalized within four months. If not, the entirety of the estate will be donated to charity.”
Before I could speak again, before I could turn to Eric and ask if he knew anything, he pushed back his chair so fast it nearly toppled.
“I need some air,” he muttered and rushed out of the room.
I stood up. “Eric! Wait!”
“Kate,” Alan said gently, “you may want to take the dossier with you.”
I grabbed it and hurried out. By the time I reached the parking lot, Eric was already in the car, gripping the steering wheel as if it might float away.
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I slid into the passenger seat, and for a moment we sat in complete silence.
He didn’t look at me. His voice was tight. “Kate. Please just promise me something.”
“Promise you what?”
He finally turned to me, and his eyes were full of panic.
“Promise me you won’t look into who that boy is, and especially that you won’t adopt him. We can live without the money, but this needs to stay in the past.”
I stared at him, stunned. “What past, Eric? What does that even mean?”
He closed his eyes and whispered, “Just promise me.”
Part of me wanted to push, to demand answers right there. But he looked terrified, like the truth itself might crush him.
Even though the promise tasted bitter on my tongue.
Weeks passed, but nothing felt normal. Not one thing. I’d be washing dishes, driving to the store, folding laundry, and suddenly I’d see that little boy’s smile. Or the way Eric had looked when he rushed out of the lawyer’s office. Or the terrified plea in his voice.
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The questions circled endlessly.
Why had Susan chosen me?
Why this boy?
And what secret was Eric so desperate to keep buried?
As time passed, the promise grew heavier. Eventually, I realized: I couldn’t let it go until I knew the truth. Peace wasn’t coming, not with this hanging over me like a shadow.
So one Friday morning, after Eric left for work, I grabbed the dossier, got in my car, and drove to the address listed for the foster family.
The house was small and worn, with peeling paint and sagging steps. I hesitated before knocking, wondering if I was about to make a huge mistake. But I knew I couldn’t walk away now.
A woman in her 40s opened the door. Her hair was pulled back into a ponytail, and her eyes looked just as tired, but she smiled softly.
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“Hi,” I said. “My name is Kate. I’m not sure how to explain this, but—”
Her expression changed instantly. Not with anger, but with recognition.
“You’re Kate?” she asked quietly.
“Yes.”
She pushed the door open. “Come in. Susan warned me about you.”
Those words hit me like a slap. “She warned you about me?”
The woman nodded. “She told me that if you ever came asking about Ben without your husband, I should let you in.”
I stepped inside, my heart pounding. The house smelled like old wooden floors and laundry detergent. Toys were scattered across the living room, but everything was clean.
“I don’t know much,” the woman said as we sat on a sagging couch. “We took Ben in a few months ago. He’s been moved around a lot since he was born. He’s a good boy, though. Quiet. Thoughtful. But foster care is expensive, and we’re struggling. Chances are he’ll be moved again soon.”
“Can I meet him?” I asked.
She nodded and called down the hallway. “Ben! Sweetie, someone’s here to see you!”
A moment later, the little boy from the photo stepped out. He wore mismatched socks and held a toy truck in one hand. When he saw me, he smiled shyly.
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“Hi,” he said.
I felt something inside me twist. “Hi, Ben. I’m Kate.”
He climbed onto a chair and studied me with the quiet seriousness only young kids seem to have. “Are you a friend of Grandma Susan?”
My breath caught. “You knew Susan?”
He nodded. “She visited me. She brought cookies.”
I could barely speak. Susan, the woman who spent years insulting me, calling me unfit for her son, had visited this boy she never once mentioned.
As I was getting ready to leave, the foster mother reached into a drawer and pulled out an envelope.
“This is for you,” she said. “Susan asked me to give it to you only if you came alone. She was very clear about that.”
My fingers trembled as I took the letter.
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I opened it in my car, hands shaking, heart pounding. Inside was Susan’s handwriting, sharp and precise.
“Dear Kate,
If you are reading this, then I’m gone, and you’ve chosen to come here without Eric. That alone tells me more than you realize. I owe you more than I can say and certainly more than I ever gave you in life.
I want to start by saying I’m sorry.
I know I treated you terribly. Cold. Harsh. At times, cruel. I wish I could say it wasn’t personal, but that wouldn’t be the truth. It was very personal, though not in the way you may have thought.
I didn’t hate you. I never did. But every time I looked at you, I saw what could have been and what my son threw away. You reminded me of the life he destroyed, and I couldn’t separate that anger from you. That was my failure, not yours.
There is something you need to know now.”
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I took a deep breath before reading further.
“Ben is Eric’s son, born from a brief affair five years ago, while he was already married to you. The woman died during childbirth, and Eric wanted nothing to do with the child. He made that decision, and I lived with the heartbreak of it.
I did what I could. I followed the boy. I visited when I could. I made sure he was safe. But I couldn’t give him what he really needed — a mother. A home.
You may wonder why I chose you, of all people, to take him. Maybe it’s selfish of me, or maybe it’s what I should have done all along. But I know you have more love in you than anyone I’ve ever known. And though I didn’t say it while I was alive, I always saw that.”
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“I never believed you deserved the pain you went through. The struggle to have children. The quiet heartbreak you carried with such grace. But maybe, if your heart leads you, Ben can be the one to fill that space. Not because of money. Not because of me. But because he deserves someone like you.
Whatever you choose, thank you for reading this. And thank you for loving my son, even when he didn’t deserve it. — Susan.”
I didn’t realize I was crying until the letter blurred. I drove home in a daze.
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When I walked into the house, Eric was sitting on the couch, waiting. The moment he saw the envelope in my hand, his face fell.
“You went,” he whispered.
I didn’t speak. I handed him the letter.
He read it, and by the time he reached the end, he was shaking. “Kate, please don’t leave me. I didn’t know what to do. I panicked when it happened. I thought if I ignored it, it would go away. I didn’t want my whole life to fall apart.”
I sat down across from him. “Eric, look at me.”
He looked up, tears streaking his face.
“You made me promise I wouldn’t take that boy,” I said softly. “I still don’t know if that was because you never wanted to be a father or because you were terrified your secret would come out.”
He swallowed hard. “I was scared, Kate. Terrified. I knew you’d see me differently.”
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“And you were willing to let your own son move from home to home just to save yourself.” I shook my head.
“Let me make something clear. I will adopt Ben. Not for the money, but because he deserves a home. He deserves love. He deserves a father who didn’t want him, and a grandmother who spent years trying to fix your mistake.”
He broke then, sobbing into his hands. “Please don’t leave me.”
“I’m not leaving because you cheated,” I said. “If it were only that, maybe we could work through it. I’m leaving because you were willing to sacrifice your own child’s chance at a normal life just to protect yourself. I can’t stay with a man like that.”
I stood, grabbed my keys, and walked out.
I drove straight to my mother’s house, and that night, for the first time in years, I slept peacefully.
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Two months later, I filed for divorce.
Four months later, I adopted Ben.
And for the first time in my life, I finally felt like I had found myself.
I found motherhood.
I found peace.
And strangely enough, I found gratitude toward the woman who had once hated me. Because in the end, Susan gave me the greatest gift of my life.
She gave me my son.
If you liked reading this story, here’s another one for you: When my husband suggested selling the house my daughter inherited from her late father, I thought he was joking. He wasn’t. He wanted to use the money to pay for his grown son’s wedding. But instead of arguing, I gave him a condition he never saw coming.
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