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In the same calm tone, he added that any document drafted on the assumption that I had already promised the property would look very bad if it ever landed in front of someone like him. On the other side of the room, the staff were already moving. Aaron Dalton, the vineyard’s operations manager, approached with a kind of contained calm that told me nights like this were not new to her.
She identified herself, kept her hands to herself, and stated that the interaction had been captured on the venue’s security cameras. She said an incident report would be created as part of their standard procedure and that any formal questions about what had happened should go through her office. Those two simple statements did more than any apology could have.
People whose job was to record, not to protect anyone’s feelings. I watched my sister’s shoulders stiffen, her jaw tighten, her gaze flicked toward the nearest exit before snapping back. The guests started moving again, but the night did not recover its shine.
Conversations turned into short, strained whispers. A few people stared down at their plates with the kind of focus you only see when someone is pretending not to notice something. The band eased into a slow song with the volume turned down.
Background noise laid over a fracture that everyone could still feel. My mother reached me first with a linen napkin and a fixed smile. She began blotting at my face and dress as if cleaning the stain might rewind the last minute.
Under her breath, she asked why I had not stepped aside, why I had to make things harder, why I could not just let Courtney have this moment without pushing back. None of those questions touched the hand that had thrown the wine. My father hovered just behind her, suggesting water, fresh air, a quick stop in the restroom so I could pull myself together and come back out like nothing happened.
His tone sounded like he was smoothing over an irritated client, more worried about restoring the flow of the event than about what it had cost. I stood still and let them fuss because arguing there would only feed more eyes. Under the napkin, my skin stung, but my thoughts were sharper than they had been in weeks.
Alongside the embarrassment, something colder settled in. a list of what had just happened in order in front of witnesses who understood how serious it was. When my mother paused to smooth a strand of hair away from my cheek, I told them I was leaving the venue, not stepping outside for a few minutes, not hiding in a side room, leaving.
I did not pat it with apologies, did not offer to stay through the next scheduled moment. I said I was done and started walking toward the doors. They followed for a few steps, asking me to reconsider, to stay at least until the cake, at least until the photographer finished.
Their urgency belonged to the timeline taped to the back of the planner’s clipboard, not to me. I kept moving. As I crossed the room, conversations dipped and rose behind me.
Outside, the air above the vines was cooler and cleaner, carrying only a faint echo of music. My dress was heavy. My hair smelled like wine.
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