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Guests arrived in a steady line, and staff moved between tables, adjusting details that already looked perfect. It felt less like a family event and more like a staged production, one where I had never seen the script. My place in that production was obvious.
As soon as I checked in at the welcome table, the planner’s assistant pointed me toward a table near the back of the room, close to the doors, where servers would be moving in and out all night. My name sat on a card next to distant relatives and acquaintances, people who knew my face, but not my life. Up front, nearest the head table, I could see the cluster of cousins and close friends at the center of the room.
There was something cooler than that, a kind of polite dismissal that said she had already placed me where she wanted me. I spent most of the cocktail hour observing rather than participating, catching fragments of conversations about vendors, travel plans, and honeymoon flights. No one mentioned the beachfront house, but I saw the way certain family members glanced at me and then looked away as if they knew more than I had agreed to.
My mother floated between tables with a fixed smile. When she reached mine, she adjusted the cutlery and asked if everything was all right without quite meeting my eyes. My father took his seat only when the first course was being served, loosening his tie and complimenting the food.
Neither of them brought up the messages, the folder, or the notary appointment that never happened. Their silence sat heavier than any confrontation could have. Speeches began after dinner.
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