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The detective continued, and every word was like a knife to my heart. “It’s very likely we’re dealing with a homicide. The crime scene has been cordoned off, pending DNA results.”
I was barely processing what he was saying, not fully understanding his words.
“Dad, he’s dead,” he screamed, his voice weak, but full of pain, as if his entire world had just collapsed. I fell back into the chair, hugging him with all my strength as tears streamed down my cheeks. “No, Matthew.
No, it’s not like that,” I told him. But I didn’t even believe my own words. His few words had been like a hammer blow to my heart.
Matthew’s cries were heard over the phone, and the detective said quickly, “Ma’am, calm down. We’re on our way to the hospital right now to take an initial statement. Please don’t move from there.”
I didn’t answer.
I just hugged Matthew tighter, letting my tears soak his clothes. The nurses and doctors rushed in, surely alerted by the crying. A young nurse knelt down and put her hand on my shoulder.
“Mrs. Helen, stay calm. Let us take care of the boy.”
But I shook my head, holding Matthew even tighter.
“No, I have to be here with him,” I said, my voice choked. I couldn’t leave him. I couldn’t leave him alone in this moment.
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