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I remembered the lake, the music, the jokes, and the way it felt to belong to something once.
I just didn’t know if I belonged to it still. Thank you for loving me in the ways you knew how.
I loved you both. I always did.
— Rick.”
My hands trembled as I passed the letter to Ted.
For a while, neither of us said anything.
He read it slowly, then again. When he finally spoke, his voice was tight.
“He did, hon,” Jennifer said. “He just said it in his death.”
Later that evening, we drove to Rick’s childhood home.
Jennifer had told us it would be sold soon. The house was dark, windows hollow.
Rick’s voice filtered through the static, softer than I remembered, but still his.
“If you’re hearing this, then I didn’t break the pact…
I just needed help keeping it. Don’t turn this into regret. Turn it into memory.
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