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The day I told Anna the news, I saw the disappointment in her eyes. She was a marketing executive and one of the most put-together women I’d ever seen.
Even after getting married, I never saw her hair out of place or even a wrinkle on her clothes.
That first year was pure hell. Between the crushing loneliness, the constant worry about money, and the exhaustion of juggling work and childcare, I felt like I was drowning.
I drove for ride-share companies at night and delivered groceries during the day.
All the while, I was juggling childcare. Max and Lily were heartbroken and asked about their mother constantly.
I tried to explain as best as I could to four-year-olds that Mommy was gone for a while, but they didn’t seem to understand.
Luckily, my parents were nearby. They helped with the twins at night and whenever I needed them, but they couldn’t help financially.
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