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Calm.
Like it belonged to someone else.
I didn’t cry on the drive home. I didn’t scream. I didn’t call anyone.
At a red light, my phone buzzed again. His name lit up the screen.
I let it ring until it stopped.
When we pulled into the driveway, the house looked exactly the same. Lights on, decorations still up, a banner inside that said, “Cheers to us.” My idea, ordered weeks ago with the kind of optimism that now felt almost embarrassing.
I stood there for a moment, keys in my hand, and felt something settle in my chest.
Not sadness.
Not even anger.
Clarity.
“Not tonight,” I told her.
She nodded like she already knew the answer.
“Are we okay?” she asked.
I brushed her hair back.
“We will be.”
She fell asleep holding my hand.
In the kitchen, I finally checked my phone. Missed calls. Messages stacked one on top of the other.
You left before I could explain.
Please call me.
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