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Part 1: The Morning My Dog Wouldn’t Stop Scratching at the Door

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Three weeks had passed, yet time felt frozen, as if my life had stopped moving forward while the rest of the world kept going without me.

I am Erin, and at forty years old, I was learning how quiet a house can be when the light that once filled it is suddenly gone. My days blended together, marked only by sleepless nights and long, empty mornings. I moved through my home on autopilot, doing the bare minimum to appear functional while my heart stayed somewhere far away.

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My daughter Lily had been ten years old. Bright, curious, and endlessly kind, she had a way of making ordinary moments feel important. One rainy Saturday morning changed everything for our family, leaving a silence that felt too heavy to carry.

I don’t often speak about what happened. Even now, it feels unreal. But to understand what followed, you need to understand the space I was in. I was surviving, not living. Breathing, but barely.

The house felt wrong without her. Too still. Too neat. Too empty.

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