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I know a divine store that sells some imported ones from Italy. I’ll give them to you for Christmas.”
“Oh, Mother-in-law, how sweet. Thank you,” Sarah said.
Good taste.
As if everything I had contributed didn’t have it. I got up from the table. “Excuse me.
My head hurts a little. I’m going to lie down.”
No one protested. I went up to my room, lay down on the quilt, and stared at the ceiling in silence.
I didn’t cry that night, but something inside me began to break—something that, with time, could no longer be repaired. Because one can endure many things. But feeling invisible in the place one built oneself—that hurts in a way that has no name.
And the worst of all is that it was just beginning. The following months were a succession of small injuries—injuries so subtle that at first I convinced myself I was exaggerating, that it was my imagination, that I was too sensitive. But the pain… the pain was real.
Sarah started calling me less. Before, we talked every day, even if it was ten minutes before bedtime. Now three or four days would go by without me hearing from her.
When I called, sometimes she didn’t answer. When she did answer, she was always in a hurry. “Mom, I’ll call you later.
“Mom, I can’t right now. We’re going out to lunch with David’s parents.”
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