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My name is Hannah Cole. I was twenty-eight that year, a first-grade teacher on maternity leave, the kind of woman people describe as “a little anxious but well-meaning,” which is often code for “she should calm down and stop asking questions.” That night, calm felt like a foreign language.
My son, Oliver, had been fussy all afternoon, but by midnight his cries had thinned into something worse—weak, breathy, like he didn’t have the energy to be loud anymore. When I slid the thermometer under his arm and watched the numbers climb, I told myself it was broken. I wiped it off. I tried again.
My stomach dropped.
I called the after-hours pediatric line with one hand while rocking Oliver with the other, whispering his name like it could tether him to me. The doctor on call, a man I had never met, listened for less than a minute before saying, “Fevers can spike in infants.
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