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My daughter looked up at me. Her eyes weren’t confused.
They were searching.
I leaned down and kissed the top of her head.
My mouth tasted like metal.
“We’re leaving,” I said quietly.
I took her hand and walked.
No rush.
No tears.
The elevator ride felt longer than it was. The doors closed, sealing in the echo of music and chatter and a year that no longer belonged to me.
My phone vibrated before we reached the lobby.
Outside, the air was cool, clean, indifferent. Fireworks cracked somewhere in the distance, bright bursts over the desert like someone trying to celebrate hard enough to erase reality.
People cheered. A countdown started—muffled and offbeat.
“Did Dad mean…?” my daughter began.
“I know what he meant,” I said.
My voice surprised me.
Steady.
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